Thursday, October 14, 2010
Indecision weighs on my mind
at the moment.
I will turn 50 next month and it has brought about some deep thinking. I am conscious of the fact that life is short. And what do I want to do with the rest of it.
Do I want to change professions?
Not at this time. But the thought is there and I'm open to new ideas.
I would like to open an Etsy shop but have postponed that until . . . I don't want to do it halfway and it needs more thought. As in I'm afraid that what I think will look great will look pathetic.
I would like to travel more but then there has to be a balance in that. But I also know that age catch up with me eventually and by then I want to be satisfied with what I've seen and have few regrets.
Giving to others with time and talent. How best to do that.
Blogging - do I write some of the pieces that I keep revising in my head?
And how not to feel like I have to do everything at once. That there still may be lots of time.
That is where I am.